I didnt develop any kind of personality
Every trait is a trait I’ve chosen based on trial and error on how I think people want me to act
I don’t even think any opinions I have are actually mine because they change so often
I chose my own personality every single day, and I can tell because everything I say and do is forced and has an undertone of fakeness to it
Most days Im too tired to pick a personality and i just say whatever comes to mind which makes me seem all uneven and morphed
It makes me seem all over the place and that i have no specific opinions or thoughts
Which is true
And some days i just let myself go blank because pretending to be a certain way is tirding